Title: Supplicant to the Inner Light

Gender: Male

Age: 55

Location: Guanacaste, Costa Rica

When I stay with the stillness of my Heart Room, I feel safe and joyous and the peace that flows into me is frequently not describable as it is beyond words.

I found out relatively early that God will not or can not judge. How could (s)he? Would you create imperfect, evolutionary and experimental beings and then judge them when they were not acting towards their siblings in unconditional love, or with confiding trust, or with wholehearted acceptance? What a sham creator it would be to create imperfect beings, which only have a potential for perfection, and then go ahead and judge them for their built-in animal-origin shortcomings – their errors, misinterpretations, naive sins—their imperfections?

Some will ask, how I know something about God. I really don’t. I either dare to speculate or, as I said above, I have had and continue to have some personal experiences that allow me to relate to the Infinite Upholder, Creator or Beloved. Some say, if you can’t know then leave it alone as not to indulge in or perpetuate illusions. The way I am programed, as well as my built-in soul’s yearnings, I want to seek what there is to be sought. And since I have neither experienced a bad acid trip, nor am haunted by scary ghosts, I have the blessing to be just a little bit less afraid.

It is also not clear to me yet, if we have to forget to really remember, or remember to really forget. :-) In any case, I can’t just BE, I really tried. It is only when I act that I am gifted with much of the celestial help that this human can handle. The more I understand, the more I see the infinity of learning that which I need to find out. I was born with a hungry and curious and growing soul for my eternal carrier of learning and teaching.

Much less now, but I still want to awake, arouse, interest my others and create a circle of freedom so all can grow towards their best expression of happiness and authenticity, whatever that might be at any given level of their unique growth process. I like to say, “If you are not inspired to change yourself, and thus the world, you have not been paying attention.” Then go out and blow some minds into paying attention.

May the long-time sunshine upon you
all love surround you
and the pure light within you
guide your way home.

—Incredible String Band

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